A FEW WORDS FROM ME:
[#o1] Welcome to my blog
[#o2] A place of recollections & reflections
[#o3] Live life to the fullest
[#o4] Feel free to drop me a tag!=)

ALICE

31/01/87
aquarius
struggling undergrad
xnps.rvhs.hcjc.ntu



unpredictable-anti-social at times-friendly most of the time-sceptical of things around her-easily amused by the littlest things-cherishes the small things in life



LOVES♥♥♥
bears.toddlers.prettyboys
stars.clouds.butterflie.autumn
shopping.reading.music
friends.family.herself

credits
ME. kynzgerl
CODES. SHOTGUN
BRUSHES. 1 2 3 4
IMAGES. 1 2 3 4

ARCHIVES
October 2004 November 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 May 2009 July 2009 October 2009 December 2009

♥Berton ♥Damian ♥Daowei ♥Eileen ♥Eug Chan ♥Eug Lim ♥Eunice ♥Geraldine ♥Jasmine ♥Jias ♥Kath ♥Kia ♥Lingwei ♥Qipee ♥Shaopin ♥Shuxian ♥Timo ♥Wilson ♥Xin*~ ♥Xinhui ♥Xiuqin ♥Yihchyn ♥Yiwei ♥Yunfei ♥Zhiyong ♥My OD ♥04S61

Ha..Happy Birthday to Xueli and me!!!!!*yea* Twins rocks!! Met her in the morning and we "exchanged presents". Here's a big THANK YOU to all my dearest friends. Thanx for all the SMSes, the bday wishes and bday songs..=) And of cos the presents..=Pp Funny but nice presents I have got here, like the "close to the heart" thingy from xf n co and the body shop stuffs frm my classmates and presents from the other too!!yup..so thanx to all of u!! =)

Thanx for making my 18th birthday so memorable! Love u guys!! Haha..=)

不知不觉又过了一个新期。有黄城的日子就是这样的。天天都到宣传那儿去帮忙，不禁勾起了一些以往的回忆。就如家欣所说的， 时光一去永不回 ，往事只能回味。一样的地方 ，不一样的人。那种感觉好奇怪。一直活在过去的回忆里是很不实际的，但这些回忆就是会令我感到快乐。

Love junior class a lot!他们的那股朝气与热忱真令人感动。看见他们，我也很开心。就是那单纯与开朗的性格，使他们与众不同。

有时候真想问问自己是否成天都做错决定，不知自己的去向。

Yea, holidays rocks! I stayed at home for the whole of Friday, being a good girl and doing my homework!! Ha, felt really guai all of a sudden. Went to J8 to do CIP with Kia, Xin, HF and jinx. Haha, we were giving out angbaos and asking people for donations. Argh, hate those people who ignored us or those who said that they had donated but obviously hadn't. At least be more polite to us right? The person-in-charge was really nice to us..
we were supposed to do 2 shifts but we ended up doing only 1 cos we felt really tired. Felt really bad lah. Ooops, but we still shopped around J8 after that and even went to take neo-prints.Lol. So much for being tired.

Went to West Mall and Jurong Point with Ade today. Yea!~ I gave her a belated birthday present and she gave me an early bday present. Sorry Ade, only gave u a bag. She gave me so many things lah..An orange bottle, a metal box, a hp accessory, a forever bear photo album and a small bottle of angsana seeds. Ok, promise to be nicer to u next yr..=)

Nice weekend for me. Recharged and ready to face the challenges that awaits me this week!




gong xi gong xi! 

Spent quite some time editing this layout, but it's still very messy! Hmm, nvm. Anyway, time sure flies when Huang Cheng starts work. It's been almost a week since we 开工。It's really disheartening to see the J1s leave one by one. 为什么他们都那么现实？It's all about pearls points. So what if you can only earn 1 participation point for joining 黄城？It's the experience, the fun you will have and the bonds u forged with friends that really matters. Like what Damian has said,it is really their loss. We will stand strong. We will prove everyone wrong. Those who stayed on, good for you! You won't regret the experience.

Xing Zheng is really slack. It's all about paperwork. Nothing much for me to do this week. Had been going back to XC with Jinx to help out! Yea~Still think XC is the best! XC rocks! Chalking the banner brought back lots of wonderful memories. Memories so sweet that it's hard to describe...=) Was so glad to see zy there. Ha, thanx to damian and eileen for letting us join in.=D Shall go there as often as possible, that is, after I finish my work.

Off to sleep now! Doing 10 hrs of CIP tml! Selemat Hari Raya people!

Feeling so high and hyper now! Just reached home at 11 something. Anyway, we had the LEP orientation for the J1s today. Ha, I was a group leader. My grp was quite OK, just that I think that they can be more on..I think the orientation was quite successful. Both the juniors and us has a lot of fun.

Today was my junior, Tan Wen's bday. The class bought a cake for him and sang him a bday song in the canteen. The whole junior class was so enthu!! Almost the whole class went out to have dinner with Kia, Jinx, HF and me. Yup, took 174 down to Chinatown and played a lot of stupid games on the bus. Haha, we were damn noisy, but we dun care!! Ooh, the lightings and decorations at Chinatown was very nice!! I can feel the ambience of CNY already..=) The food centre was very packed and we thought that we would not be able to get seats. But a very hehlpful uncle brought us to an open space which is the "roof top" of the market and we ta pao our dinner up there to eat. The place was really nice!! Windy and it overlooks the CHinatown street market..=) The juniors went to fetch(yes, more came afterwards) the other few classmates who just came while the 4 of us shopped around the street market. Woo, rocks. We were just being totally AA with our Hwa Chu Lookin at shirt. Yay, but had a great time crapping and walking around the night market.

We only HEARD the firecrackers, but we diden get to see them!!!!!!!*argh* We were soo sooo gekked! So near yet so far! *boo*The roads were closed, so it was really shiok to walk onto the road without having fear that cars will knock u down. Hehex, we took some pictures on the road together with the juniors. We seniors left at 10 plus but the juniors diden want to go home. Think they comtinued walking after we left.

The juniors are soo full of energy and so enthusiastic! I feel so old next to them. But whatever, the juniors rock!

I'm feeling so anti-social and kinda cranky these few days. I'm dying. Haix,busy juggling my time between Chinese Soc, Chinese Orch and LEP council. Find myself running from one venue to another for various activities in just one day. Really afraid that I can't hold on any longer, plus all the tests and schwork coming my way. There goes my last week before Huang Cheng start work. This week was spent preparing for the CCA fair and LEP orientation. LEP orientation tml, there goes my weekend too. Nvm, it's good to be busy I guess...

Anyway, Monday jiu kai gong le! Good luck everyone! We can do it!!

Stressed. argh*

Neither here, nor there.
早知今日， 何必当初。
彷徨无助， 又有谁来帮我？
空虚。
空是因为内心已毫无感觉；
虚是因为这一切太假了。
没有回头路， 只好往前走。
恨之入骨， 爱莫能助。

At KAP!! 

I slept at 2am and woke up at 10am. It's the 1st time I woke up so late. Anyway, it's been raining since the morning. What a nice weather to stay indoors and do my homework! I was reading Kia and Xin's blogs just now. Same sentiments, but don't worry too much. Things will turn out fine k?

WEe~I can't wait for the angel-mortal game to start! Time to write letters, pass chocolates and gifts to people!!
----------------------------------------------------------------------------------

过去的就让它辗转过去
不要一味回顾
收拾起我们破碎的心情
不再停下脚步
让我们试着开拓新旅程
把华初灿烂的光芒
照亮路上无数次的黑暗

I think HC's very own Chinese songs are really nice and touching. Every song, every word simply touches my heart. I love you, Hwa Chong.

不知怎么了，又开始缅怀过去。我不喜欢改变， 但生活不变就会变得单调乏味。好矛盾。或许是绵绵的细雨与沉闷的天空感染了我的心情，使我不禁又再想起往事，质疑未来。算了，走一步， 看一步。

It's only the 1st week of school but I'm already damn tired. Had been trying so hard not to fall asleep during lectures, lol. Huang Cheng's auditions started on Tues and ended today. I reached home at 10 plus or 11 almost everyday..ah..very tired! Boo, dunno how I'm going to survive the rest of the school year. Yea~Many people wanted to join xuan chuan!=D

WEee~Being excited seniors, we had been on the lookout for cutee guys (and girls). There's this really shuai plus cute girl from A13, and tons of other cutee juniors. Why wasn't I borned 1 yr earlier or 1 yr later?

Looking at the j1s' orientation, I can't help but reminiscence about the good old days during the 1st 3 mths. Those days seem so near, yet so far away..Haix. Slippery slope, the war game between the facs and the campfire..I was quite shocked yet relieved to see that the junior class was damn enthu.Very very very enthusiastic in fact. Jinx and i intially thought that they were mute. But thay are all very nice people.

Ohyea, Arthemis rocks! Well done 05S61! But it's kinda pity that their lines could not be heard at the central plaza. It was so funny when we were watching it in the LT. Haix, I feel old and tired now..=( Dead beat. Shall try to catch up on my sleep. Enjoy ur weekend people!

It had been pouring like mad for the past few days. *sigh*, what a way to end 2004 and welcome the arrival of 2005. I hope that 2005 will not be like the weather these few days-dark, gloomy, without any sight of the sun at all.

Not going to do a full reflection on 2004 here. I'm just going to type out what my heart says. 2004 was a turning point of my life cos it was the year where I bade farewell to RVHS and entered HCJC(Fine, it's called HCI now. Whatever.). Like RVHS, HCJC had always been the school I long to enter, not because of the reputation, but because of the environment and people here. I was quite shocked by the culture here when I 1st entered cos it's not as Cheena as what I thought, but more "English". I chose to study LEP at A'levels because of my love for the language. 04S61 was filled with RV people during the 1st 3 mths and we were the smallest class in school, with a grand total of 17 people. Nevertheless, days were filled with fun and laughter. I will never forget the STJ, JTS, K-geing sessions and angel-mortal game played with the seniors. Orientation was quite fun- starchy war game, slippery slope, campfire..=)

CCA wise, though I joined CO again, I wanted to go for something different too. I was quite attracted by the high spirits of the Chi Soc and their AA advertisements made me even more eager to join in the big family. Put down Xuan CHuan as my first choice, followed by dao ju and fu zhuang. I was so elated when I got Helen's call, telling me that I'm posted to Xuan Chuan. From then on, I was part of the XC'04 family. In the beginning, Chen Si, Jinx, leen and I stuck together cos we knew each other. But later on, as more stuffs are to be done, we started mixing around and days spent working together was just so fun and memorable. Haha, it was quite fun to go around and take down orders for dinner..=) The postcards, prog bklet and VT board were all the fruits of our labour. Really happy that all our hard work has paid off.I felt really sad when the curtains closed on the last day of the performance cos I just could not picture the days where we no longer have to work anymore. Haha, almost everyone suffered from PHD for a period of time. Thanx to Huang cheng, I learned new stuffs and knew a bunch of wonderful new friends like timo, damian, zhiyong, yunfei,wan xin, Zhao Cen..=) Can't believe that all these happened 1 yr ago and HC 2005 has started work already. Ha, still missed doing those XC stuffs, will try to go help out next year..;)

As for 04S61, some friends went after the 1st 3 months but new friends came in. Everyone was not very used to the changes at first. But I guess stuffs like PW, Bridge and yes, Siva brought us closer together. I think u guys in 04S61 totally rocks! Fish n Co dinner, BBQ, chalet, ball games, bridge, love for PW, mahjong, Venezia, Coro..I daresay we are a unique class with erps, rojak subject combinations and all kinds of people. But we sure had a lot of fun together ya? Let's work hard together this year k? We must not let our teachers down! Besides that, we have a great CT like Ms Wong!!! YeA!~

Jinx, Soon kiat, hoi fai, kia ying, mengni, cui yi, karen, lin xin, qipei, lingwei, jane, daowei, berton, daniel, jiahao, nicole, alexis, pei xian, jessie, denise,kenneth, (Jas, xf, chensi, jaime, jiefang, mingsi)..thanx for being such great classmates!! =D

Hmm..my studies had been average I guess. But I think I need to buck up for maths and Chem. Mug, mug, mug!!!! 2005 is the year for non-stop mugging(that is, after Huang Cheng and SYF end)!!!!!

School's going to start tml. 1 step nearer to the A'levels. I will survive.I will.
Experiencing mixed emtions now. Looking forward to huang cheng, seeing friends and juniors, yet at the same time, I'm unsure of what the future holds. Where shld I go? What should I do?

Life just get more complicated as we grow older.

2005, I hope I will be happy.

Goodbye 2004, Hello 2005!
2004 had been a great year for me, shall reflect on it some other time.

This New Year's eve had been rather fun and eventful for me, different from past years' New Yr's eve. Well, had LEP council meeting at KAP in the morning and meeting with JingHan regarding Huang Cheng stuffs in the afternoon. Lunched with some Chi Soc people at the shops opposite Beauty World. Johnson's Duck is soo yummy!! =)

Went home with a bloated stomach. I rested for a while before going out to meet Jas and Teng at Boon Lay. We ate first and went over to the countdown celebration later. There was a pasar malam and stalls set up by students near the stage. Saw some ex-Rv pple, HC pple like yitian, ger, Cheryl and Justin and RJ people like Chen Chen and Jia Min selling stuffs there. Heard that it was some CIP. And yes, Chen Chen the Mighty actually treated me to Candy Floss. I was so shocked when he did that. LOL. Just my luck to see so many people I know selling stuffs there, so we ended up spending some money on food as we felt bad about rejecting our friends..=)

Some bands performed and Sly came at 8. Yea, he sang I Dream. Missed his version of it..=) SOme Mediacorp stars like Fiona Xie, Jeanette Aw, Jeff Huang etc came for the celebration too. The female stars were damn gorgeous. For a moment I was not straight..haha. There was this very very cool and talented rock band who performed on stage. They played a lot of songs and we were very very impressed by them. Yea, keep up the good work!! The atmosphere at the party was great, not as squeezy as Sentosa, yet quite happening. The 4 of us, me, jas, teng and leen were really quite AA cos we cheered and screamed so loudly. But nvm, it's the last day of 2004, should be as high as possible.

We left at 11 plus and we counted down together with TV mobile on the bus. Lol, we shouted "Happy New Year" on the bus and some people actually greeted us back. Managed to watch Taufik's video on TV mobile and I think it's really nice! Can't wait for his album to be out.

A new year, a new beginning. Hope that everything turns out well for you and me.

Happy New Year everyone!